from the heart… Am I weak? 7 Aug 201712 Sep 2017 Sometimes when I am at the lowest point in my life, it makes me wonder, if God is there sitting on The Arsy, is He really watching over me? Because…
daily life… I miss you, mommy 22 Jun 201712 Sep 2017 To be perfectly honest, I envy people who are able to take their aged moms for a walk. I, we, never had such privilege. But then again, my mom always…
daily life… Let Go and Let God 4 Jun 201712 Sep 2017 I used to think I should control everything that happens in my life, so that I'd live my life easier, and happier. I avoided frictions. I tried hard to make…
About Indonesia… Noisy airplane? Be grateful! 30 Apr 201712 Sep 2017 Being a daughter of a flight attendance who often followed her dad fly to several Indonesia's islands has made me fall in love with aircraft, and flying. My most favorite…
About Indonesia… how short moment may affect one’s whole life 28 Apr 201712 Sep 2017 Amazing how a short moment of experience in life can change you--your way of life, your point of view--entirely. That's what Senior Producer MerchantCantos Matt Elmes told me few days…
daily life… Pudak, the sweet Pudak 25 Oct 2016 You can say, Indonesia is a small glimpse of heaven. Being an archipelago nation of more than 300 ethnics (including 15 main ethnics), 5 large main islands, 3 medium (and…
CerpeNina… [CerpeNina] beLIEve 3 Oct 20169 May 2017 When I was on my way home, on our motorbike--my son picked me up from the office--suddenly, the idea of writing this story came out of the blue. It's gonna…
in english… in love with Jake Gyllenhaal <3 30 Sep 2016 Good Friday, I won't post so long this time, I only wanted to say something.. I'm in love with Jake Gyllenhaal. And it was such a late feelings. :D I…
daily life… why Allah let us carry the burden? 20 Sep 201612 Sep 2017 One day, one of my children asked, "If Allah is The Most Merciful, why does He give us troubles and burdens, Mom? Why is there war on earth, and how…
blabbering… imperfect contemplation 16 Sep 201619 Sep 2016 "God giveth and God taketh away." I've heard that before. From a Bible, I think. In Islam, we learned, "For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. Indeed, with hardship [will…
blabbering… serious as h*ll 2 Sep 201615 Sep 2016 I live my last 20 years becoming a mother. Now, I'm a mother of three. I've been married twice, and divorced. It means I disappointed, twice. Then my dummy heart…
